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Sunday, February 6, 2011
I cant stand it anymore..all 4 guys blaming me for their misery
i didnt ask any of you to do anything
i didnt ask you to love me
none of you guys ask me WHAT DO I REALLY WANT ...not one of them !!!
is just so unfair
all of them blaming me
so unfair
For the guy who said i love him
u say u scared to hurt me
well u just did if u dnt realise
accusation here and there
it sucks just by reading it ..serious shit
it just so unfair
i told u frm the start i dnt want to have a boyfriend
yes I LOVE U
but that all
what are expecting from me????? putting expecatations on me..i hate that
ur just suffocating me
so damn frustrating
arggg..ALL GUYS are all the same!!!
they always want more
i regret telling you the truth
i should not have told you
it should have been just a secret for me to keep..it should be that way..haizzz
now i know you want more...
i tot u were different..guess i wrong
what next - dating , itimate relationship , couple ,etc
i dnt want them all
it not you..it just me
i not ready for all this !!!
is just my personal choice
it been that way since i was born
single as always
why do ppl want to have boy-girl relationship
i have goals in life ..u know
i only want a boyfriend only when i turned 21...is just a personal choice
it is wrong to be different from other teenagers...
it is???
i want to pursue other things in life first..and love is not one of them yet...
god , are u testing me
god , i really trying really hard to see this as a positive light...is draining me out...more and more
i suffocating ..just want my freedom like it use too ...before my seventeen birthday, before i like a boy ...etc
i just to be the happy go lucky girl ..just having frens and pursing what she enjoys the most..
it is wrong to be different from other girls...
it hurts me to say this
to the guy i love
but if u want more
dnt choose me
socialise with other girls and find a better girl that can meet your expectations
it will hurt me eventually , yes i addicted to u..but ill will figure out how to manage me own emotions..i am strong
because if u want to continuing staying ,
dnt expect me anything
dnt blame me ...i hate this injustice
i love myself more ....so i figure out hw to heal my heart when ur gone to find ur new lover...i given up , i hate getting judge by you..i hate love ...
STOP FREAKING BLAMING ME>>>
till then
signing out
azzy