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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I in school right nowi know my blog is dying haha..so here i am
thks to my sister and bro
they crashed the laptop...play computer games day and night...gosh
so no more facebook-ing , blogging , watching online dramas . downloading songs , etc
till then ..
as i always say i hate sch holidays....wasting precious time....no schedule -_-
Neway lots of things happen last wk and beginning of this week
where should i start??
well first of all
i wanne thank
to my family members for :
Ibu-for sponsoring my birthday party and the pink cake haha ...:D :D
Ayah-for the the MP4 and december ayah promise to buy me a new netbook...can't wait for poly :D
Syahrul-for the piano performance and cooking the party food...haha :D
Yanty-for the cosmetic bag-maybe i need it someday haha
Pakcik Ali and Makcik -for the adidas watch that i been looking at the display for 1 month haha and card LOve it =)
Makcik Anida-for the adidas shirt :D
Faizal-for coming fav cousin...i used being tease ..ugly ducking..i get it ..hahaha :D
Pakcik Gadafi-he is going to get me a backpack in december can i have the 69.90 one thks..haha :D :D
FRIENDS
-(F9)-cindi , amylia, sam, desmond, ju , syafiq , li yen , elizabeth, Min Hui for the necklace and wishes...love it !!!
- Cheryl, Aminah , Wan Ying and Mayferlin : for the purple watchand wishes....that i wearing it rite now..haha
-Aminah for the meaningful keychain and toblerone chocolate
-Audrey for the delicious cupcakes :D
- Hidayah-for the dress ...nice fitting!!! :)
-Suhaidah-for the dress tooo.....i love it!! it suits me and helping me with all the preparation ..ur the besties always k !!! :D :D
-Wenlong-for the wish :)
-XueTing-for the wish
-Andrew-for the wish
-Syahirah for the wish
-Fuzah for the wish
-Nameless for the perfume (eau de toilette)
-Zaw-for the wish
-Rasheed , Rudy , Nana , Izac , Siti Hawa -for the wish
-Jasmine for the wish
-Tabugus for the wish
-Aminah -for the wish
-Syahirah -for the wish
-Amanda for the wish
-Kana for the Calbury chocolate bar
-Nadia for the Ferrero Chocolate box
-and lastly TG my current classmates for coming to my birthday party!!! :D
hope i didn't left out anyone :D/
Alot of good things is happening !!!!!
one of them: My dad is going to sign-up Mio TV ..at last(alhamdullilah).... i can stay at home watch movies , dramas , and of course soccer.....thks to ayah...Now i sleep ard 10pm or before....nt like last time....makes me feel good each morning!!
U guys should try sleep earlier...u feel refreshed the next day
second: My confidence is back YEAH!!! ....i hope it stays that way !! :D :D insyallah
third: I got the job at MAndai Zoo...i really tot i screw up the interview ....i tot i won't get it
haha..i told u guys don't underestimate me....muahahaha....alhamdullilah ...hope i am able to give a good impression on my first day of work :D
fourth: the fire drill went smoothly this morning :D
fifth: I got the cheque that i won from 987fm....thks to my bro who went to mediacorp reception for me...that is one of the things i love about u bro :D
fifth: I got nominated for the Exco-Member for Green Club...another interview...hope i got in ....help me ALLAh (god)
Sixth : I finish RNT exam in 30 mins...
i was in second shift
it was actually a good thing !! :)
thks to Farhanah and Syafiq for helping me to used the correct airline...
save lots of time
there were more good things that i shall not mentioned...too many
Now my life is riding smoothly semi -not -so -boring anymore...hope to keep it that way INSYALLAH
hope i get in SP...pls then singapore university !!!! i so looking forward to my future
can' wait for NEW MOON twilight saga
i officially going to say i love HONGKI ...i am his mistress...hehehe
been listening BIg BANG and FT ISland....everynight Hongki..sent me to dreamland :D :D
now i know why people love them so much...!!! :D
And i seventeen already.one more year
so i can get my diving licence and watching M18 movies...hopefullly
ayah sponsor k :) hehe
till then
signing out
Azzy
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
MONDAYa.k.a formal wear day
phew...luckily my mum put for me make-up before coming to school
because after i reach the class which was 15 mins earlier before class start
Mr Quek call me to come forward...i wasn;t prepared mentally..kinda shocked..why me first..why not the rest..i tot follow index no..neway
I was the first to be marked on...
which turned out rather a good thing
phew
my nails ok
my formal wear ok
make-up ok
my hair ok just my fringe..that was a hole..haha..didn;t comb properly
i was actually satisfied and contented when he said ok to everything :D
as i expected
others ( i shall not mention their names..they will think i a lesbian haha)were sizzling hot !! haha :D :D
all that nerve-wreaking moment in the bus to school alone
because i miss the bus
where mai , fuzah and erah was in
plus people giving the looks at the bus stop
gosh
and walking in tiring high-heels
was worth it, I guess..the effort in the formal wear hopefully didn't gone in vain..hopefully :D
TUESDAY
aka..today
well
what more to say really
the normal day in school things
just that today
well...i laughing more than usual
with Fuzah , Mai , Dayah and Erah during lunch break
jokes and teases...
i so carried away with some problems and studies
i forgotten the little details that make school semi -not-so -boring
haha...
i realise my confidence level is back ..yeah :D
i realise that i forgotten my thumbdrive when i was in the bus going home
i was abit worried ....but strangely i didn;t cry and get worked up and get sad abt it
it's a good thing rite?
hopefully i have u back thumbdrive..if not i have to redo OIT
and all pictures , songs , files all gone....
to end off
i hope everybody come on saturday
i talking about my birthday party
gosh..two days to being seventeen...
can i not be seventeen yet....
i want to be sixteen still ...
i dn't to grow up to fast and take more responsibilities
how wish i can be a kid forever!!! :D :D
till then
signing out
Azzy going seventeen
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Yesterday , went out with Aminah watch movie 2012 at the cathay.Due to some faulty equipments, the movie started later than the the schedule time. If u ask me , to rate 1-5 abt the movie ...i would rate it FIVE...If u ask me to watch ten times or more, i won;t get bored of it!!!The movie really make me feel really grateful ...there some parts that make me keep pushing aminah of her seat...haha...i couldn't help it...especially the part where the guy was driving to the plane...gosh..my mind was like
faster..faster...go.go.go!!
There were some parts that made me laugh and cry...
esp the guy with the accent haha...that made the whole cinema full with laughters
The scene the guy saying engine start..with the accent..imagine i have to talk to him..i would be laughing the whole time...haha
There were some parts that made me so scared...the part where the people facing their death ..right infront...i was imagining i was one of them..gosh...
The crying scene were the parts where the actors crying..i was crying with them..it really touch my heart, for eg..the president of US last call with his daughter..i felt the sorrow of his daughter...gosh
What i learn from this movie is that:
1) Humans make life so complicated , they make the problem and in the end up trying to solve it
2) We humans spent too much time having arguments and so on , that we have so little time making up for it..and wasting so much time of our life regretting
3)Better start to cherish each moment, cause it might be the last!! Live like were are dying
Actually there were more , but if i mentioned them , i would take up the whole blog...haha...i guess this is the best movie i watched so far for this year that made me get of my seat and hitting aminah..haha..sorry abt that..couldn;t help it!!!Can;t wait for NEW MOON!!!!
There were some awkard moments yesterday
1)When i was in the train , on my way home , the guy around forties keep staring at me..he was sitting , i was standing...so freaking scary..better still when i look at his direction he smiled at me...yiks...i getting goosbums thinking abt it already..or maybe he knows me..that why..maybe my dad's or mum's friend..but i dn't recall seeing him before..gosh..azzy u think too much sometimes
2) I was waiting aminah at the control station abt 15 mins ...i so used to being the one waiting...haha...neway back to the story
the guy in uniform..there were a few of them...
maybe because of the APEC MEETING
he was looking at me as if i was suspicious
it was not the normal look
it was like"i watching you , u better beware" look
eeeee....gosh..do i look like a criminal..hahaha
Neway...my mum got me a skirt , a blazer ..phew luckily , i searching in the storeroom ,i realised i have a pair of black shoes that i only used for an event during sec 3..still fits me..hahaha
Just in time for monday...i borrow my dad shirt hehehe for the inside..save money !!!:)gosh..if not for marks..i won;t even bother..haha
today i going manicure or is it pendicure..i not even sure..gosh ..
wasting money my mum's money..i can use that money for better use seriously
AZZY doing this for the marks sake.
I so freaking nervous formal monday
I scared i fell down
worse of all..people putting make up on me
i hope i won;t be the clown of the day seriously
arrg
i kinda excited abit..imagining the others wearing and make-up
sure hot one..not like me..haha
half of me excited
half of me scared
Hopefully everything goes well on Monday
Allah( God)help !!
well that;s all folks
till then
signing out
Azzy
Friday, November 13, 2009
So many things happen this weekIt;s been a week since i even touch my laptop
Where should i start?
Well...
Firstly
O-level has finally ended
YAhoooo!!!!
I been busy studying... i almost forgotten to upload gerlfren and me pics
so here they are:
This pic was taken during our sec time.......
usually with nabilah & Ain..
i hope they able to come on my birthday party....it's been so long
we seen each other..
Monday
Me, Dayah , Fuzah and Mai
ambushed almost all the retail outlets at JP
in search for the formal wear this monday
haha
to be exact i just survey the prices
fuzah and mai bought at YORK
so we were actually shopping for dayah
me and dayah have difficulty in high heels and make -up
so we have two image consultant which is not qualified..haha
I started reading all my previous issues of seventeen magazine....
learning how to wear make-up
practising walking in high -heels
hahaha...
dayah took ages just to find a pair of high-heels..haha
after she found the one...she walk with it...for more than 5mins...gosh
hahaha
I didn't know shopping girls stuff can be so much fun....till now..:D :D
TUESDAY
We have two talks session
one regarding abacus , airline
the other one..i heard it was smth abt hotels..i unable to attend
because at 12:30pm
i left school
I know the news on the day itself
I have to attend with Karen from another course Leisure and Travel Operations
a dialogue session with ITE directors at SIMEI ITE
i wasn't prepared
Karen represented LTO
I represented my course
so freaking nervous
i have to say something
all the students representing their classes
said smth to the directors to improve and so fore
i was feeling so tired that after reaching home
i slept....
Thursday
we only have OIT lesson
cause my class that have to attend the career fair at ITE SIMEI
The highlight of that day was
my first time applying job as in writing the application
and being interview for a job...
i was feeling nervous...during the interview...it was my first time
i didn't expect to go for an interview on the spot
phew...
since i dn;t have an work experience
they ask me question that left me
in my mind....blank...and blank
After that ...me , fuzah , dayah , mai and Farhana ate at EastPoint
I was so hungry
that i was the last to eat and the first to finish hahaha
here are some pics on that day:
gosh ..i type alot
i guess u guys reading are bored of Azzy craping abt her life
hahaha..so i'll stop now
before u guys fall asleep
6 more days to being seventeen...!!!!!
NEWAY>>>>HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!! :D :D
till then
signing out
Azzy
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I' back people !!!!
well not really lah haha :)
its still me the whole time
but the ecstatic , crazy , idiot Azzy is reappearing back..
i going to experiment new fashion...going seventeen mah and can't wait for poly...so exciting...!!
nana and aminah helping...woohooo..maybe a new hairstyle ending of this year..:D
my 0-level is coming to an end :D
i been down , sad , stress , all the negative bullshit due to some stupid setbacks
well today i went out with aminah to town !!!
I can say in two words what she like:
FREAKING AWESOME!!!! hahaha
Please beware there be lots of pics of ASquare ( AMINAH & AZEERAH)..FREAKING AWESOME!!!! hahaha
actually no..haha ..siao !!
u have been warned it will be boring..hahaha or not...haha okk lame...
Enjoy!!!
Act emo......haha..cool wht..!!!
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there was more..but lazy haha
neway..
my saturdays will be packed muhahaha
14 nov-exclusive screening of 2012 movie with aminah
21nov- ahahaha...i going seventeen birthday party :D :D
28 nov-Exclusive party at SIngapore Flyer with aminah
hahaha...show off azzy eh,..hahaha...
i dn;t care..hahaha...lalallalala...what ?? hahaha :D
AMINAH ROCKS MY WORLD !!!!
till then
signing out
Azzy
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Feeling awful every morning lyke todayI force myself to go to school for the sake of OIT and RNT
If not for the OIT test i won't bothered coming to school seriously
i used to like schools...now frankly speaking...i dragged myself waking up and going to school nowdays...feeling lost and dn;t really care what;s happening to my surrounding
Why ? Why ? why? i dn;t care actually !!
Lunch really fill my painful stomach...it still hurts but not that bad
Ate lots of fattening food
well been eating slices of cheese with bread for four days in the morning
did i mentioned i LOVE CHEESE....
But now been eating it everyday ....
i think i won't be eating cheese the next week..
maybe chocolates next week...
they say chocolates makes u feel happy
i hope it work for me...i been feeling emptiness...
Didn;t go for BEG..instead went JE library
Audrey was there :D
I studied Biology with her
I hate studying alone...seriously
I study better with people...
Feel less stress...since Audrey and me in the same boat !!
She was a great help...thk god...at last got someone to ask for biology.
I went hm with my mum..since her office was nearby..
I guess i better go nw..
continue studying for my biology
I MISS THE OLD ME!!!
can i rewind the time .......how i wish i could
so i didn;t have to do this o-level a second time
but the sad truth i can;t
As i learn as a muslim..
Everything happens always have a good reason..God knows the best !!
i miss the old me.....
change is a good thing rite?...
i losing myself everyday....
Till then
signing out
Azzy
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Hmm...how;s my day today??Well...i feel really terrible seriously terrible
in the morning
didn't sleep properly in the night
thinking alot
luckily i reach the venua in time just to sit and start doing that paper
What i have to say abt physics???
-_- forgotten some formulaes
darn lose ten marks for that
neway...wanted to rest after that freaking paper
but i was scared
of esp RNT
i so lagging behind
i dn;t want to lag more
this semester is tiring me out
draining all my energy
used to be happy
why am i no longer happy lyke last time
i miss the old me seriously -_-
where did all my confidence gone too
i miss the old me
neway..today in sch
hahaha...
just now i pluck out the connection wire during LPD lesson
all of a sudden all the computers shut down
got some sort of scolding from my classmates
i tot i was in the wrong..paiseh...i was shocked too lolx
hahahah
unlucky me chey ....at the same time the technician was doing smth that caused the trip
paise hahaha
darn..i should have save what i was doing
need to redo again table 6...
Sch ended great today..well not that great
but gave me temporarily being happy
caused my eye-candy was rite infront of us
talking to us....this is the third time i was talking to him...weeeeee
i was too carried away being worn-out this month
i almost forgotten abt my eye-candy
gosh...i so so so like his personality ..no doubt abt it!!!
since i talk to him the very first time at camp ...
maybe that wht i am attracted too maybe..personality hmm??
Goodness me..i type alot..
well....that all folks ..thk u for reading...craps abt me hahah
BIOLOGY paper this friday ....OIT test tmr
AAHAHAHAHA
I want the old me back asap
i dn;t want this boring person ...keep studying and talk abt nth else but study
I WANT THE OLD ME ..ASAP
i feel now i fxxx up boring...HELP!
who this ..this not me ?? i used to care lot of stuff
now i dn't even bother anything else but studies
gosh...!!!
till then
signing out
Azzy
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
yesterday didn't blogcause i fall a sleep at the sofa ard 9pm
the tv watch me instead i watch it...haha
neway..my stomach hurts really really bad at that time
so i force myself to sleep ...i was in a bad mood
accidentally scold my baby sister , my mum...oops
sorry !!! yiks...feel bad abt it..
i rarely sleep that early before
well
It so true!!!...sleep makes u feel much much better..feel so refresh in the morning
but my stomach hurts badly again during OIT lesson
seriously....
having cramps all over
so no mood to talk alot or laugh during RNT and OIT
AHHAHAHA...tmr is my o-level physics paper
found out today..to ace my BEG need to learn how to use makeup ...wear this and that...high heels...no no no
aahahahah....so stress abt that...for the other girls so easy...me ???
well...is a good thing rite?? i can learn now than later rite ??
see the bright see of it Azzy
I dressing up for the sake of marks ...to ace it !!!
i can do it..
it won;t kill me rite
gosh...
RNT ...i getting the hang of it
do slowly..and being calm helps
my dad was right...
being relax..dn't be a kiasu spider
hahaha..now reminds me of Mr VIncent
love that teacher
i heard from MS Dewi today that
he is in HQ...
hope to see him in the future !!! his is one of the best teacher i meet in my opinion
Did i tell u guys
that anita from Facebook...some psychic
was so right
i got a news
from my old buddies NABILAH , NURUL AIN , SUHAIDAH and me
are going to catch up this FRIDAY
YAHOO>>>It really been so long
kinda miss them....
at last
we going to find jobs
and for my attachment thingy
okk lah ppl
that all folks
Azzy now need to study!!
neway....i hope AMINAH get well soon!! And hope Elizabeth comes back to school and continue living normally!!! I salute her for being so strong..if it's me...hmm...i dn;t wanne think abt it!!
IBU, Ayah mintak maaf...byk dosa..
:D
till then
signing out
AZzy
Sunday, November 1, 2009
At lastfinish the OIT reports
hmm...
next on my need to do list
1)study biology and physics
2) read BEG and RNT tb
yeah...making myself busy..
watching Tv , read & read...
music is my companion...
books are my friends
Tv is my entertainment
School is just a routine
Life is now simple (empty soul)
but it hurts in the inside
like a scar with sweet memories
well i gtg...more revising to do..
till then
signing out
Azzy