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The unsaid
Monday, August 23, 2010
It is easier and simpler not to acknowlege what are left unsaidfrom the heart...
Unless you can bear all the consequences
You dnt need to live in your past
Instead Live Now, to write a new history/past.
That's why there is
PRESENT AND PAST TENSE
till then
signing out
Azzy
작별 인사
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Without words...I should've just looked away I should've just ignored it
Like something I couldn't seeLike something so beneath me
Why did I look at you at all I should've just ran away (and)
I should've acted like I Couldn't hear you at all I wish that I could silence
That voice thats calling out to me
Without a word, you showed me what its like To feel so alone, then suddenly insideA feeling overcomes
That I cannot control I can't escape what Ive become Without a word, this blessing they call love Turned into a dreaded painful curse
You left me standing here Used up and thrown away
What can I say? There are no words You left me without words
Its not been long since then And I've start a new beginning But then I see your face So close but so far away My heart it went back again Without a word, Goodbye finds my way It finds me and it laughs in my face The game is set and done neither of us won But I'm the only one in pain Without a word, You took me by surprise Without a word, everything changed it'll never be the same never be the same My mouth is closed there are no words You left me without words
Without a word, you showed me what its like To feel so alone, then suddenly insideA feeling overcomes That I cannot control I can't escape what Ive become Without a word, this blessing they call love Turned into a dreaded painful curse You left me standing here Used up and thrown away What can I say? There are no words You left me without words
Maybe I'll just let it hurt Sink, like a lesson learned Soon it will all fade to gray leaving nothing but Memories
작별 인사 , my secret love
till then
signing out
azzy
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Argg....why is my fasting month full of anger....it suckxzxzxzMy kesayangan netbook ...someone broke my screen...nobody admitting to it
end up i got scolding from my dad
so sad...that the netbook cntt be repair..i cherish it tooo much to be thrown away...
sorry dad...i did takecare it well...
just disappointed and devasted with alot of things...cobaan :(
I so sad ...my eyes are swollen crying too much...
i guess i be leaving ...the friend i really cherish and wish that we could have be more than just friends...
i cant stay anymore...i afraid of hurting myself even more.....i guess i make no difference even if i gone.
i just another one of ur friend...that all..
bye....takecare
and lastly to u....ur forever will be my first secret love..:(
till then
signing out
Azzy
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Love being in loveLove being in love
Love being in love
Love being in love
this phrase stuck in my head
shayne Ward , u make me happy listening to ur songs
as if i am the girl and someone who loves me sing that to me
well, i been trying to stay positive....well been reading tis book the secret...saying if u listen songs that make u happy....it might change ur mood and ur day would be better...guess it was rite...
well..things at times dnt go smoothly...whose life doesnt....
when i am...feeling so down and angry at times....i learn to adapt it by making it numb...the feeling numb ....it is easier that way....
my brain can go crazy thinking so much in the night...and i just dnt know why my tears comes with it.....
well...the next morning .....i always think when i woke up
today i going to create my day full of fun and excitement...and giving gratitude that i still alive to see my love ones :)
I love being in love with myself ....
till then
signing out
azzy