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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
2010 in two days...tis week been so restless
the flu is not going away
my panadol has been all eaten up
my time has turned upside down
night time...i awake till next morning
morning till 3pm ~ asleep
I dn;t know what to say now
I haven't even contacted anyone tis two weeks
except my family members
I can;t explain what i feeling inside...cant express it
maybe i tis , maybe it;s because of tis
i been reflecting abt 2009
well...
there are good memories might never be forgotten
and bad once too
I can;t wait for next year
especially when the o-level results
kinda nervous abt next year
excited as well as
after graduation
new beginnings and all...etc
kinda sad abit is ending for ite
well ..still have attachment
which i dn;t know what to expect
kinda nervous at the same time
2008 ended previously
i lose my bestfren
2009 going to end
i drifting and losing frens i known
sigh
2010 will be different hopefully rite??
My resolution next year
not really have one
just that
i hope things would be better than tis year
HOPE for the best of a new year
Main priority ~ top in studies
like i did this year
Second Priority ~ aim to learn a new language or pick up the guitar or...still thinking abt it...
Third Priority ~ Balanced family and frens
that all i guess...
Of course
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL>>> :D
till then
signing out
azzy
Sunday, December 27, 2009
ARGG....been sick past few days since got back from Malacca with my family. tis the worse i ever gotten for this year...
now it is has gone down..but just damn annoying nose...countless of tissue and this throat ruin my appetite
i should have listened to mum.... should have gone to the clinic with her the other day;
but no...azzy thought she felt better after eating extra flu panadol
so much for panadol...no working here
stubborness has its consequences
why the heck i here rite....u might be wondering
cause i so sick from lying on my bed or sofa everyday
what a great thing to have before the start of the new year....-__________-
Yesterday..i cleaned my whole room
yes,....azzy is cleaning !!!!!so unlike me rite..u might me thinking rite now
must be shocking...but of course with the help of my maid...
cause i sick of the same old messy room
so unorganised papers ,books..etc
plus i so bored from doing nothing but lying on the bed
plus my new mattress is coming ...hehe
love the room now...i change the some of the furnisture around
thks to being so helpful...the flu is getting out of hand yesterday night....sigh
.......
arggg,....can;t stand it
wanne eat panadol extra again
and rest..
updates on my resolution for next year...to be continue
......
till then
signing out
Azzy
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I so wanne talk abt yesterday outing with nana , shar and luqman. :D :D :Dwell..the plan was to go Jurong Birdpark
so met them at BL interchange at 12pm
it was like ages since i been there
i tot sure boring one
i was so wrong
i am amazed that birds are so clever , can sing and talked wow rite!!!
do you know there are birds called lovebirds
and u can see them sort of hugging and kissing their beaks...hahaha
and the bird show was spectacular....we were so close to the birds
they were flying rite above our head..so we have to be seated at all tyme
plus at last penguins so damn cute...real live penguins infront of my eyes
bonus...i get to used luqman nikon D70 camera..he taught me some techniques of photographing and focusing
so awesome...thks lupman...for letting me be a cameraman for a day...yeah :)
well...the weather was just great..it didn;t rained when we were in the attraction
so we walked and walked...hahaha
i almost forget the incidents
just my luck i almost got bird attack...phew...almost got shitted ...hahaha
and i got to see the this big bird similar as ostrich shit...it was like choco milkshake flowing at fast speed.hahaha
we were in there almost 3 hrs plus
by then
we were damn tired and hungry
shar treated us with Ben & Jerry ice cream
:D
yum yum
after that
shar and nana idea
to go NEwton
to eat seafood
when we reached there it was raining heavily
luckily nana and me brought umbrella
gosh..the food was damn good
i was shocked ...cause i realise i ate the most kerang and snails
so much for being skinny..hahaha
but it costs ....hahaha
next plan
lupman idea
go marina square
so we played bowling and pool
i was having rashes at my hand ,...damn irritating and so red...but it got better after nana put tiger balm all over it...i think i am allergic to the smth..
i suck at both game seriously...compared to the guys
okk..got to admit
it was my first tyme playing a game of pool
nana, was telling me how the game works
while lupman and shar playing
and the winner goes to lupman :)
hahaha
next match
was me and lupman
of course i lose lah haha
he taught me the techniques of playing and the angles...
i didn;t know pool can be so much fun and need strategies too
after our game
was nana and shar turn
it was taking ages
couples playing pool is different...shiok sendiri
hahaha
so i was freaking bored....waiting and waiting
so lupman and me went to the arcade and played car racing
that was much fun than waiting for the op couple playing pool
no offense guys
time to go home
i so dead meat
when i reached home 11 plus alr
luckily lupman stayed nearby my neighbourhood
so he was trying to make me come down
everytyme i feel so nervous ..coming home late...
so...i was at the door
phew my dad was still at work
and my mum was sleeping
but in the morning got nag abt it
because nowdays i keep coming late and so fore...
i guess
now i going to rot at home for the time being
basically because i dead broke hahaha
need to save money ....
it;s worth to go home late smtimes
but i know my limits ..yah yah,,,
next tyme go karaoke guys can ??
hahaha :D :D
till then
signing out
Azzy
Monday, December 14, 2009
I rotting at home rite nowi miss sch badly still
i woke early today as if there was school today
when my dad came home today...he got a surprised for me ( love surprises )
guess what???
My dad bought me a brand me a new netbook
better than acer that i wanted
..now i using it rite now
exactly like the picture above...cool rite??
i so loving the dell mini rite now
thks daddy :D
for making my sch holidays better
next on my list
Canon Starter Kit
i so freaking bored rite now
I used to remember months ago
i was never really bored
even i was , there was always someone to accompany me
made me laugh
well...tease me too..hahaha
when i was scared
u were there to accompany me
i feel safe ..dn;t know why
when i was really at the losing end and feeling really down
really stress that time...
couldn;t take it
strangely
the first person i called was you even though i just known you
i really grateful and appreciate all things u do
seriously
i still remember the times we hang out together
still fresh in my mind
do you remember the time we went to suntec convection centre for the IT Fair
cause u wanted to find a new earpiece
do you remember , we wanted to have lunch together ..that i have to wait at Dover Mrt..
do you remember , we watched TERMINATOR together at cathay (orchard)
do you remeber , the chats we had at msn , etc
do you remember , we studied together at sengkang library
i wished u still talk to me
i know i lame still remembering all tis things
just that it;s been in mind too much
i just wanne let go all this memories at my blog
and forget abt it ...
oh did i mentioned i have watched movies that u recommend to me
such as Ungu Violet
why must all the movies u recommend be so sad
everytime i listened to songs like kenangan terindah
it reminds me of you ....
the singer voice so alike as yours
thks to you ..
who started introduce me places
i started to get addicted to going out
at town , suntec , bugis, etc...
now i more knowledgeable than i used too
and also go home even later than before
i not complaining or putting the blame on you
but i wanne thks you for making me not so lame ...u know wht i meant
everytime i at the places u brought me
i remeber abt u...
gosh ..
u really made a impact on me
ur a good friend
who helped me alot this year
sadly
i was a burden to you
i was happy yet u not
i still remember the hurtful words u said to me
i wished we are still good friends like we used too
maybe i am just always a lousy friend to you
that;s why u dn;t need a friend like me
i just a childish , stupid , idiot person to you
shit man
now thinking abt it
i dn;t understand...i wished u just explain to me properly...
i still remember how sad i was after u said we are not friends anymore
i cried , cried , cried feeling damn depressed
the only thing i can do really
why wasn;t i angry ??
weeks without your company
made me feel really lost ...
i didn;t sleep , eat well
u just left me
feeling lonely everyday
pretending to be happy
luckily i have my cliques and i try going out
with my other friends to have fun really
but it didn;t cure me from remembering you..why bro??
i feel awful in the inside
even i look normal
gosh
i type alot
maybe after this post
i;ll won;t think abt this memories ever again
as ppl say ,,,let out what u wanne say on paper
then u feel better and it let go things
so here i am trying that....
but still i really wished i can rewind the past
and pause for that moments
till then
signing out
Azzy
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Love Decemberwhy??
Cause i get to go out as a family and enjoy shopping :D
hahaha
well....today i went shopping with my family the 7 of us
IN the morning
ate together for breakfast outside
it's been a while since we ate together outside
at last my thosai....haha
just realise i haven't ate u in awhile
neway....went to Sheng Siong
gosh...pick too many things
end up...me , bro and mum
have to carry too much
well...i carried the 5L venola oii, apple juice , etc
u can call it free GYM training haha
In the afternn
Went Jurong Point
my idea to go there
cause
SELVIA AND SEZAIRI
were there
YEs....SINGAPORE IDOL FINALISTs
i not that fanatic but since.my our own homeland talent in the making ....support HOME TALENT...haha
they have terrific voices , no doubt abt it
i hope Selvia wins,,,,pls have a female singapore idol this yr...if sezairi wins
i not disappointed too
cause a win -win situation
hahaha...
okk..back to the shopping part
wanne know what we bought???
well....
mum , bought a SBRC polo-tshirt and ella clothing
Dad, bought Arnold t-shirt , underwear , and socks
Bro , bought jeans and a WD bag ...so jealous..his so lucky his is the only boy in the house that's why
...wish i got another brother.sometimes i wish i was the only girl in the house ..more attention
Faryssa: Barney coloured pencils....
Me: a checked black and white blouse and a jacket yeah:D
In the afternn...ate at BUrGER KING
still bloated..till now
I saw the acer netbook and the canon starter kit
i want badly...gosh
i will get it insyallah soon :D
Dad sponsor k ???when u get ur bonus pls
and a new hp also...my hp is getting seriously outdated...pls:D
i so happy today
not because of shopping
but it's been awhile since my family go out as family together
love my family ..so grateful to have a big family :D
wonder what i going to do the next 3 weeks still..hmm
oh yah....remember i said i got nominated for the green club exco-commitee
last wednesday ..i got the result
guess who got Assistant Head of Events/Projects
like duh..me
hahaha
it;s okk i didn't get vice/president
in the first place i didn't even intend to go this CCA
due to some continous persuastion by the teacher -in-charge before the DESARU LEADERSHIP CAMP
i joined..i used to dislike it
but after joining..well it's isn;t that lame or etc
it is fun and interesting
i miss DRAMA
my pri and sec CCA
i was the vice-president of DRAMA
i miss the stage and love the attention
next year..i just wanne joined Drama as a cca again ...
or maybe smth whole lot different..hmm
hmm..
maybe i going to worked at the bookshop like last and last2 year
for the time-being
just for fun....kinda enjoy being a cashier , the one taking all the books , the one measuring uniforms...love the atmosphere where ppl buying for the new year /schooling ahead esp SEC 1
till then
signing out
Azzy
Friday, December 11, 2009
BoredomSad
Angry
Happy
Excited
I having mixed feelings when i woke up today
didn't go to school, sch has ended
sigh
i miss school badly
even though some of them get of my nerve
even though some of them made me sad
even though some of them made me angry
even though some of them i dn;t hang out always
but the fact is
we were together
we meet each other for this year
we have have happy/funny moments
we have times that are now my memories
sigh
i miss my classmates
i miss my cliques
i miss the laughters , the noise , the moments in school , break time ,
i wished i spent more time knowing my other classmates more
i wished i had gone to Hainan with them
i wished i didn;t lose/drift friendship with some my classmates
i wished the class have a class outing/bonding for the last time
before we go our own ways.....
now i feeling lost
dn;t know what to do
i too free
as i always say i hate sch holidays
is just like yesterday we known each other
i still remember the first time we introduce each other
Two days ago
i couldn't sleep thks to the movie marathon in class
so that night
i and cindi talk till 1am + at the hp
we talked about school
the class cheer on the first day of sch , etc..
yesterday was the
last time
i going to take the same bus to school with Fuzah
yesterday i spent time with her
she accompany me to zoo
after that hang out with her at AMK hub...
gosh...
why must u start work next week
Fuzah , we go out together again soon....k :)
next year...maybe poly or LTO or....
i have to start all over again
new beginnings after April
now listening to MTV at my bf house....
wonder what i going to do next 3 weeks......
till then
signing out
azzy
Friday, December 4, 2009
Since i found this book tittle : THE SECRETand read it...
my life has been full of wonders ....after following
Think abt it...it will happen...etc...lazy to explain
is like god's message to me ...haha
seriously
I know i not been active online at all
I been addicted going out..
yesterday i came home 12am ...
plus found two new frens
Luqman who have the nikon camera i badly want !!! and Fairuz ....!!! :D
hopw to meet u guys again...soon :D
Hang out with nana and shar
it been like 5 months since i met them...
met nana and shar at the tampines rite after sch
Ate at pastamania
Hang out at bugis ...finding the pirate costume haha and chill out at esplanade
Have a blast time...but remember the past made me feel sad abit...
let it go azzy
today
went out
from 9:30am with idah
more like exploring Singapore
first went Serangoon ...hahaha....one of the store i went
i scream haha
what a shocked
a freaking rat ...ran pass my leg....
afternn ate at Sukathala
thks for the treat :D
then went Bugis....kinda get lost to
city hall.
then to Marina Square
At last the moment i been waiting for
watching NEW MOON
i so love that movie
i was in the movie...crying , at some part...adrenaline rush
i wanne watch it again and again ..that my wish...haha
today;s itinerary was all unplanned...like it
u never know what goner happen next
i love the surprised...
Monday
went out with idah
chill at Vivocity till late night
watching the cruise and explaining to idah what i learn and scenery
plus studying the RNT
hahaha,...
hope i ace the RNT cm test
Well
that summarise what i meant by addicted going out
now i freaking sleepy
haha...
my mum will be back tmr
she now enjoying at sentosa and staying at the hotel
gosh ....i so jealous..hahaha
her company' retreat...
plus so unexpected lupman haha..so uncall for !!!!
neway...i just came back....wanne a long bath
till then
Signing
out
Azzy