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time gone so quickly
when u having so much fun....
As u all know...at last i got MIO TV today
did i mentioned endless channels , seasons , movies , etc
moreover at last i have a home number....weeee
so u guys have guess it rite??...what i did on my off-day
watch tv the whole day and sleep sleep
hahaz....
now i love tis drama series tittle: GOSSIP GIRL
now i will never be bored .....YYEAH !!!
and did i mentioned abt my parents each have an IPHONE....
so loving technology.....:D :D
i cnt believed me touching an IPHONE and using it.....mama mia!!!!
but one think for sure...now my dad can track me ....as in know where i am every seconds
lolz....its kinda a good and a bad thing tooo...hahaz
Well....
regarding abt today hospitality interview
haha....
it so happens i kinda found out i got in LTO....sort of, well hmm ....:D hehe
hopefully i do well for attachment....:D
another 1 month to go.....:D
okklah folks
azzy wanne go DREAMLAND SOON....
till then
syonara
AZZY
i know it been so long since i blogged
what;s new abt my life??
well...everything is going too well
i not complaining is just that
when it is too good , the bad going to come soon!!
neway , since my life is good now....
thks to God for everything
i going to enjoyed it while it lasts
as you know everything has an expiration date!
I just got news !!!
OMG!!!
seriously we need to hang out BFF soon asap :D
i know i freaking busy like every single day
and all i do during off-day is sleep
and you busy too....
Tmr is my off-day but today got an unexpected call that
i will have an interview for the Hospitality course tmr ....wish me luck guys :D
I so many things to say
that i dnt know how to start...lolz
come to think of it ..so lazy to talk abt it
feel lyke going to slp now...yawn
oh yah..even how busy i am
i still watched my korea Drama
CRUEL TEMPTATION
oh yah did i mentioned
i tmr i going to have MIO TV ...cnt wait
okk lah folks
azzy wants to go now...to DREAMLAND...lolz
I starting to fall for you ...so i;ll just force myself away from you before i fall u hard..your eyes are just so mesmerising..everything about u just invites me
till then
signing out
AZZY
i so in a good mood
u may ask why???
well just got back
Me and mummy only allowed
it's been so long just the two of us hang out and chill
it feels so good :D :D
Bought crocs , body shop stuff, etc
I guess i going bed now.yawn
ahhhh...tmr need to wake up early
for work :)
till then
SIgning out
Azzy
I so wanne blog abt yesterday that happen at work
It was raining heavily at workplace...working as water safety officer
a miracle happened
a goat give birth two boys
i was there to witnessed it
so we call the first one Rain cause it was raining
the younger one Drizzle..cause it was drizzling when he was born
i was saying , pushed , pushed..hahaz
it was amazing...better than animal documentary
=)
oh yah did i mentioned
i didnt realised i was doing an extra mile
until my In-charge told me
Yeah to me :D
tis sunday working at ticket booth kidzworld
wish me luck i;ll do it right because i did lots of mistakes during training :D
till then
syonara
aZZY
what the hell i doing here when i have to wake early to work tmr
well....
i feeling really really awful not because of work / family /frens
it is other thing...cnt really say it here
as i post previouslyi said keeping all the deep thoughts inside
my parents and faryssa went back to kampung leaving me . bro , sis and bibi at home alone
feel kinda sad abt it...thks to attachment ...i far away from them...
TodAY.,work was fun and all
just that i kinda emotionally confused...hard to explain
all i have to say the more i know the real you
the more i hate myself for knowing you
cause i going to hurt myself more
my sadness is killing me inside bit by bit everyday
the smiles are just masks to cover it
and trying to do my job well and not think abt it
as they say there;s always a first tyme for everything
well this the first tyme i really.......
no words can explain how i feel
i never feel tis way before ....i dnt one to forget but i have too....
it pains like someone piercing my heart every minute
all i can do is pray it will be over soon
LUckily , when i at work or at school
they allowed me to forget my worries
but when i have relax moments like lunch tyme, etc
the pains spiralling back again....:(
i hope typing some bits of my sadness at this post
makes myself better
I wanne cry as much as i like
as crying forgets the my worries for awhile
so dnt try stopping me from crying my hearts out alone
Syonara
Azzy
this was what i feel last tyme ..the song describe the feeling
now i have a new light of hope....i will not say why or what...
neway , went back to school...it feels so different coming back , so many memories that replay
i went to sch with Fuzah , Mai and hidayah
Ate Macdonalds with Fuzah during lunch at sch bcause we help our form teacher after evaluation for LTO.
Thks for the macdelivery Mr Ooi :D
It so great to meet Fuzah after 2 months plus....
we talk non-stop till we reached home
i kinda miss her :)
I can;t wait to get back to work tomorrow actually
seriously i love the ppl there, they make work a fun thing ....wish i can decribe everyone at my workplace..but it will take ages to finish..hahaz
u never knowwhat surprises u will get working there
new born baby rabbits , injury from kids , a kid shitted at the water play , etc....
i love the challenge because if i get it right
i feel it as a achievement..cant describe it really..how i really feel
well...simply describe it as boasting your self-esteem that u actually can do it :D
if i didnt get it right the first place
i;ll learned from it ...
and i;ll make sure i get it right the second tyme :D
Strangely i feel i am a different person
Now i prefer to keep my deep thoughts to myself
even how sad/happy/etc...
not going tell a single soul ..my beliefs is never trust anyone except yourself
if u trust someone , that means they goner hurt you sooner or later
and think about yourself , heck care others
because they do the same for themselves...
since working at Zoo...i really learned alot
the place made me more independent , etc
if u dnt believe ....
see for yourself...
or not u freaking get lost
haha...
just jokin ppl....
did i mentioned my dad bought a new theatre system haha
thks to it ..i been sleeping late watching movies , etc
and did i mentioned i hang out with my colleagues to NIGHT SAFARI and ate BEN and JERRY with them
One word to decribe them : AWESOME
lolx
oklah folks
i wanne rest so i can be more alert and energise for tomorrow at ticket booth at KidzWorld ...wish me luck that i will do well again ppl :D
Tak bisa ku kenang lagi masa lalu yang begitu silam
Syonara,
Azzy
people say it makes u feel good
it is not helping for me...
i dnt know what the hell i feeling
is feels really awful in the inside ...like someone pierce my heart with needles...it hurts more than ever
maybe my hopes are dashed abit...
yesterday i breakdown at my workplace(attachment)
now thinking abt it
i feel shitman...couldn;t stop my emotions yesterday
tears just keep coming without control...
nobody close to me was there
first person i called was my DAD...
he is really a supportive DAD ...
I just utterly disappointed in myself...
i feel i am a let down to my parents even how many times they say it is ok , words of encouragement and even after they say they still love me and all...yesterday...i still upset
welll....now i accepting the fact i going to higher nitec
i went to school to apply LTO and hospitality course with my dad
hopefully i get LTO course
for the sake of my parents and my future
i will do my best again
and next plan temasek polytechnic....i want to make my parents to be proud of me :D :D
Now attachment is a challenge to me
hopefully i strive to pulled it thru...
there is always a good reason when things doesnt go as planned
God knows the best!!!!
This weekend i starting to learned to work at ticket booth at kidzworld , zoo.
now i getting hang of water safety officer duties...and carousel operator
the people i worked all are fun and exciting ppl who always there to helped me and because of them i enjoy working even though it can be tiring :D
just that i need to to get back my supervisor trust ....that i can learned fast and worked efficently
wish me luck guys :D
and to TG too :D
but still i prefer schooling ...hahaz
till then
signing out
Azzy