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Sunday, May 2, 2010
Now is 12:18pmMy throat still hurts
but at least i now can hear bits of my voice coming back
LB IS GREAT TO HAVE FUN AND LAUGHTER NON-STOP esp during the camp!!!!!>>> =)
I miss TG still....
I feel so awful :( :(
I tired of pretending no more
the truth is i feeeling so down inside ,
I admitting because I cant lie to myself anymore
I keep reminding myself..positive things
I can , I will enjoy , Tmr will be better than tomorrow
I control my happiness , nobody else ,
everything is great!!! trying to adapt to changes
To be truthful , i secretly crying inside.
I need a talk........but who is there for me?
I dnt have true friends...all i have is friends that only there to have fun with :( :(
that the fact.............nobody understand me
i always listen to others problems
but when it is my turned...
there is no one....
i dnt want ppl to think i am problemetic fren....so i prefer to just be there and shut up
i dnt need empathy...i want true friendship
i dnt need pityness ...i want true friendship
all i need someone to understand me...who wants to understand not by pityness or empathy...
AHAHHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DNT NEED OTHERS
AZZY IS STRONG BY HERSELF !!!
SHE IS NOT PETTY !
SHE IS NOT SENSITIVE !
EVERYTHING WILL BE BETTER!
LIFE IS GREAT!!!! I GRATEFUL :D
SMILE MORE :D :D :D
I CAN !!! I WILL !!!!
MON IS BEV TEST>>>> I CAN DO IT !! AND I WILL!!!
Signing Out
Azzy