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Doubts of the mind
Friday, May 21, 2010
Then again...having second thoughts.Should i ? why would ? Sure i? Can i do it? What if u cant azzy ?
what if..it turns into embrassement to me? if i become ...will i still able to balance ? then again...why did i feel regretion after declining it? Does my heart wanted that?
Should i try? What if is a no? ..i am sure going to be sad .. what if it is a yes?...? Am i prepared maybe face the consequences ?? or maybe i just need more faith in myself..have to be more positive? why do i have a bad feeling then??
God i so scared
God i afraid
God why do i still wanne do but still having doubts
God help me.
Decision making is so freaking hard...
thinking back i am already regretting my mind
but why do i still want to do it ( in my heart)
Why am i so afraid of?
till then
signing out
Azzy