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Monday, December 14, 2009
I rotting at home rite nowi miss sch badly still
i woke early today as if there was school today
when my dad came home today...he got a surprised for me ( love surprises )
guess what???
My dad bought me a brand me a new netbook
better than acer that i wanted
..now i using it rite now
exactly like the picture above...cool rite??
i so loving the dell mini rite now
thks daddy :D
for making my sch holidays better
next on my list
Canon Starter Kit
i so freaking bored rite now
I used to remember months ago
i was never really bored
even i was , there was always someone to accompany me
made me laugh
well...tease me too..hahaha
when i was scared
u were there to accompany me
i feel safe ..dn;t know why
when i was really at the losing end and feeling really down
really stress that time...
couldn;t take it
strangely
the first person i called was you even though i just known you
i really grateful and appreciate all things u do
seriously
i still remember the times we hang out together
still fresh in my mind
do you remember the time we went to suntec convection centre for the IT Fair
cause u wanted to find a new earpiece
do you remember , we wanted to have lunch together ..that i have to wait at Dover Mrt..
do you remember , we watched TERMINATOR together at cathay (orchard)
do you remeber , the chats we had at msn , etc
do you remember , we studied together at sengkang library
i wished u still talk to me
i know i lame still remembering all tis things
just that it;s been in mind too much
i just wanne let go all this memories at my blog
and forget abt it ...
oh did i mentioned i have watched movies that u recommend to me
such as Ungu Violet
why must all the movies u recommend be so sad
everytime i listened to songs like kenangan terindah
it reminds me of you ....
the singer voice so alike as yours
thks to you ..
who started introduce me places
i started to get addicted to going out
at town , suntec , bugis, etc...
now i more knowledgeable than i used too
and also go home even later than before
i not complaining or putting the blame on you
but i wanne thks you for making me not so lame ...u know wht i meant
everytime i at the places u brought me
i remeber abt u...
gosh ..
u really made a impact on me
ur a good friend
who helped me alot this year
sadly
i was a burden to you
i was happy yet u not
i still remember the hurtful words u said to me
i wished we are still good friends like we used too
maybe i am just always a lousy friend to you
that;s why u dn;t need a friend like me
i just a childish , stupid , idiot person to you
shit man
now thinking abt it
i dn;t understand...i wished u just explain to me properly...
i still remember how sad i was after u said we are not friends anymore
i cried , cried , cried feeling damn depressed
the only thing i can do really
why wasn;t i angry ??
weeks without your company
made me feel really lost ...
i didn;t sleep , eat well
u just left me
feeling lonely everyday
pretending to be happy
luckily i have my cliques and i try going out
with my other friends to have fun really
but it didn;t cure me from remembering you..why bro??
i feel awful in the inside
even i look normal
gosh
i type alot
maybe after this post
i;ll won;t think abt this memories ever again
as ppl say ,,,let out what u wanne say on paper
then u feel better and it let go things
so here i am trying that....
but still i really wished i can rewind the past
and pause for that moments
till then
signing out
Azzy