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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
ChangesToday , myprevious maid is sent home due to problems ...got a new maid...kinda miss her ...and she knows where and what i normally wants...starting afresh
Yesterday night , i didn't sleep at all ...crying silently and ..
wanted to talk to someone to forget my sadness but instead the person made me more hurt..maybe his has his own problems or tired or busy as always ..understood...next morning eyes swollen...damn ar..super tired and stoning ...feeling depressed ..and empty
Wanted to talk to my mum or dad...but they were stress with their own problems
Wanted to talk to Fuzah , Mai and Dayah at first but i kinda dn't feel like it....at last talk to Syaz , Ju and Aminah...who made my day..aminah talking dirty stuff...made me laugh ..feel much better..Ju helping me cope the emptyness..she said this feelings are normal during this age was..growing process..made me much better and talked abt her experience...syaz supporting my emptyness...hate changes ..thks guys :))
Lunch was quiet ...nobody ate anything..just drinks..and super sleepy during the last class ..just copying the mind maps
Till then , Signing Out
Zslim